I don’t know why but I am so nervous about tomorrow! Tomorrow I will see two of my wonderful doctors. My first appointment is at noon and this doctor is monitoring my cysts. The second appointment is at 4 and this doctor is monitoring the blood clot. I am so excited to see the baby but I am so nervous! Yesterday was the day of terrible head aches! I felt awful until around 6. About that time I started feeling great. I even cooked dinner and helped clean up! That is something I haven’t done in about 6 weeks or so. Yes, I know that I have the greatest husband in the world! Today I also feel good. I don’t know whether to be happy or scared. I have read on the internet that symptoms can disappear around
10-14 weeks and everything can be fine. I have also read much more grim things that I won’t mention hear.

Today we are praying for positive doctor appointments tomorrow. I pray that the baby is developing normally and that everything checks out perfect. I also pray that the cyst has decreased in size and that the blood clot has made its way around the baby without affecting the health of the baby. Although the baby is the most important thing on our prayer list I also pray for my sanity. I pray that God grants me strength and peace of mind. I worry with every little detail and I pray that God can
help me be at peace with all of the things that I am going through.